Let’s play a game.
Type the following words into your tags box, then post the first automatic tag that comes up.
you, also, what, when, why, how, look, because, never
#YOU HAVE IT WRONG #I’m also in love with their spaceship #WHAT IS AIR #when did season 2 start what omg no #why #I love how most of these people #LOOK AT ALAN’S FACE #because fuck #willnevernotbefunnydamnit
……my tags are better than my actual blog. wtf.
Today I called a depression hotline
Because I was awake before the sun and
Nobody else was.
A woman on the other end answered.
Just before I opened my mouth
I thought about if anyone ever thought to
Ask them if they were alright.
So I did.
Over the phone I could almost hear her smile as she said
“I’m doing just fine.”
I’ve been conditioned to hold my breath
When I walk by cemeteries or
When ambulances pass by.
Sometimes it is not always beauty that robs your lungs.
In the 5th grade I accidentally broke a boy’s finger.
I feel guilty about it still.
I’ve been single for almost a decade.
When I was telling my friend about
Another botched attempt at getting close with a girl she said
“You’re too soft for a man. You’re too nice.
Girls want to hug boys like you, not kiss them.”
I can’t help that my arms tremble when I hold someone,
I don’t want to break something so precious.
I can’t help that I cry more out of love than I do sadness.
I am not a shell, I am not steel.
My skin is dark but it is not rough.
My body writes checks out to any homeless heart.
My lips bruise trying to talk people into sleep.
I am soft, I am tender.
" “You’re Too Soft For A Man.” ” - Nishat Ahmed
|emma:||*knock knock knock-knock knock*|
|emma:||do you wanna see my magiiiiiiiic?|
|emma:||come on just look my waaaaay|
|emma:||we're never flirting anymore|
|emma:||come out the door|
|emma:||it's like you've gone awaaaaaay|
|emma:||we used to be so flirty|
|emma:||and now we're not|
|emma:||i wish you would tell me whyyyyyyyyyyy|
|emma:||do you wanna see my magiiiiiiiiic?|
|emma:||it doesn't have to be my magiiiiiiiiiic|
|hook:||bad form, swan|